It has been quite a year and you have been disturbed lately. You can't remember details like you used to, that foretelling dates and times become a lost paradise. To find something to give yourself peace is one's journey to rediscover what you have lost and unfortunately, things happened broke your reality and fantasy. You fell in love, betrayed, sinned and most importantly trusted. All of these things questioned yourself, are you a good person or not?
Although you are still discovering yourself, I hope this letter or a short note will help you along the way. You have a journal to rely on, so never losed sight of what could have been an opportunity. I hope you will stop overthinking and find positive on the situation and the people who cared. No one is against you, except yourself. You have been battling your past and why do you still hope it tightly? You left secondary school, the people who did you wronged have already become a better person and no one is conspiring, so why hold and bruised yourself?
Most importantly and the sad truth, you are on your own to figure out what happened. You can depend on people, but only you know yourself better and deeper. You see, if you think that everything is perfect, then you aren't seeing reality. The world isn't Instagram-filtered and so does people. While it is okay to suspect, please don't try to jump into conclusion until you have proof. He said that you jumped into feelings and also get involved in matters too emotionally, so please listen and trust me. I am no saint, but still at least I know what is happening on your mind. In fact, we are one and no one wins.
With much love and Merry Christmas,
Crissie
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