Wednesday 20 December 2017

Movie Review: Darkest Hour

THIS REVIEW MAY CONTAIN SOME SPOILERS.


It is no surprise to see that more filmmakers are getting their hands on the camera, just to tell a story that is heard and told many times over the decades. Such telling of stories like Christopher Nolan’s Dunkirk which is told in several perspectives of the people on the beach coast, here we are presented with a fine-tuned film of the man who was instrumental and credited for this idea of Operation Dynamo, none other than then British Prime Minister, Winston Churchill.

Darkest Hour may not deliver a story that is refreshing in terms of learning something interesting like other wartime films or maybe United States cover up on sensitive issues, but still it remained a wonderful piece in emphasising Churchill’s early struggle with the people he had on board and how he ensured the heart of the nation is kept and safe from the increasing power of the Nazi Germany. We were introduced in the film of the early 1940s in which several nations have fallen and the cabinet were unpleased with the former Prime Minister, Neville Chamberlain. Chamberlain not only lost the position but also his pride in which the party needed someone who is willing to take on such difficult position at the wartime and could pleased the opposition, hence Churchill is in the picture.

As Churchill comes into the picture of the audience’s eyes, we then watched the incoming Prime Minister’s die-hard habits and his personality which made him a somewhat mockery for others to joke about. Poor Winston – a man who is capable of captivating people with his beautiful words, found himself to be somewhat an unrelated man that no nation would take him seriously. Mumbling, stubborn and “romantic idealist”, these were what came to the back of my mind when I see the public and the cabinet talked or thought about Churchill. Mind you, what I am saying is that Churchill’s character is someone whom most people in our today’s generation could relate in terms of how he struggled as he wakes up every morning and tries to get some sleep; always thinking of the nation and hopefully getting people to accept his idea which has a lower risk of making Great Britain a fool, a puppet for Hitler and Mussolini to play.

Although Darkest Hour seems like a repeatable history lesson your teacher always tend to talk about in secondary school, still Gary Oldman’s impressionable acting of Winston Churchill made the film a delight. I liked how the film focuses on the main point in which reminds you of why Churchill was successful at the beginning of World War Two as he constantly reminds people to never surrender and continue fighting on as what you seen in the Dunkirk operation. The film itself did not stray far and had me on the hook as it focuses on Churchill’s inner struggle within his people, again reminding you everyone has something to fight for and lose for.

With that, I would not say that Darkest Hour is one of those best wartime, historical films I have seen. However, if I am asked to leave a bet for the major awards season happening now, I would not mind leaving a dime on his Oldman’s potential win for his formidable performance as Churchill. You have my word.

Ratings: 6.5/10

Saturday 2 December 2017

Movie Review: Justice League

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.
With Wonder Woman being a summer box office hit and winning the hearts of the audience and critics for showing what a superhero film is supposed to be, the Amazon warrior reunites with other superheroes to stop an impending enemy who has rose from its slumber and ready to rule the world. To prevent such catastrophic mayhem, a team led by Batman is formed to prepare themselves to face a greatest threat. As united as what the team is supposedly represented, Justice League sadly did not suit up well to at least provide us a decency of introducing the heroes properly.

Justice League has been known for being placed in such hell development and to finally debut the unprecedented heroes this year without carrying out the right direction of the story made me felt the film was shamed. The film was sheepishly filmed and cut, making the flow of the story rather again abrupt like its predecessor, Batman VS Superman: Dawn of Justice. To say the flow of the story was abrupt is an understatement. Not only was the story chopped and served in such wrong fashion, but the vision and goal of where the film should be proceeded, gave me a headache.

Despite the clashing vision, goal and direction of the story overall, there are some good and bad aspects of Justice League that I would briefly mentioned. The characterisation of the superheroes has come a long way as they are much livelier compared to the previous ones and are the saviour of the film itself when things seem to get murky along the course. While the film tried its best to make this story take a darker toll, unfortunately it seems that the antagonist looked hideous instead of shivering one’s soul as what an antagonist is supposed to do. As much as I also like how the Batman was introduced in the film with the music echoing the tribute to the Batman franchise and television series, it soon went downhill with the plot that makes you feel unconnected especially unnecessary scenes towards the ending.

In conclusion, Justice League could have been a great film with such well-casted superheroes and crazy blowing effects in the action sequences. However, the negligence of the screenwriting throws the film off and went such downhill that you, as an audience member, do ask yourself: What was the story even all about? If Justice League was a television series, then this film can serve as a pilot episode. With all my heart, I hope the sequel would make up for the lack of decency this film served and for truth to be told…the dialogues in the film were somewhat inaudible…

Ratings: 5/10

Saturday 28 October 2017

Movie Review: Thor: Ragnarok

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.

The last film from Marvel I have watched is Spider-Man: Homecoming which focused on the journey of a friendly neighbourhood teenager who tried to prove himself worthy after Tony Stark confiscated his suit that brought and enhanced his ability. Today, I watched the latest entry titled Thor: Ragnarok which continued the journey for the God of Thunder and the rest of the familiar faces, except this time, his journey would require him to further realise his potential without the hammer he is famously known for carrying.

Thor: Ragnarok proved Marvel to be able to carry on its tradition of giving us incredible films with several exceptions, however this film has exceeded its levels and brought a new kind of perspective outlook, appearance from the previous films in the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Initially Thor franchise seemed either dull, uninteresting or supposedly does not attract audience to consider as a favourite unlike other heroes who frequently dominate the screen over the past few years, Thor: Ragnarok managed to bring in more developed, more likeable characterisation towards the characters and somehow this latest film from the studio seems to excite us on the scale likely similar to Wonder Woman in terms of fighting choreography and the right soundtrack which elevates the warrior-gladiator feel to the film structure.

First, I like this overall appearance of Thor: Ragnarok. It comes to you with a word stylish and served the audience the handful amount of cool moments which highlighted something you would not expect from Thor franchise. As such, the film got me blown away because I sure was excited and stunned by how much effort was paid attention to bring the film alive, colourfully make us simply enjoyed the journey with Thor and the rest of the familiar faces. Secondly, the interaction between Thor and Loki, and Thor and Hulk, were my favourite in the whole film. I have waited long enough to see more funny moments of these characters and I liked how this whole revamping image of the Thor franchise even managed to bring them together with funny moments done on point and gave me a good laugh. Lastly, the fighting at the beginning and towards the ending were on point. With the inclusion of Led Zeppelin’s Immigrant Song, these fighting scenes have been the highlight to me in the cinema because they were delivered with such refreshing feeling to the whole Marvel Cinematic Universe and have exceeded my expectations for the film, worth remembering and carried out effortlessly with such boldness and warrior spirit.

In conclusion, Thor: Ragnarok exceeded my expectations in the cinema and honestly, I felt mind-blown by its action sequences, cool and funny moments, and the whole new revamping of the franchise which has knocked down several Marvel films released in the past few years. Unlike the previous two films in the Thor franchise, the film was both exciting and memorable. If you were to ask me whether I was being biased or not, maybe yes to certain degree but Thor: Ragnarok sure did brought some joy to my cinema experience on the Saturday afternoon, and hopefully it will be the same for you as well.

Ratings: 9/10

Thursday 19 October 2017

Happy 5th anniversary!

Happy 5th anniversary to Devil In The Skull!
The blog has come a long way since 2012 and so many changes have been made to keep you updated and entertained. Although I spent little time with Devil In The Skull compared to those few years, I still keep the blog in my heart as a first love which I nurtured.

If you have been following Devil In The Skull for a long time, I would like to extend my gratitude for being a frequent reader and having such support towards the blog. People like you is the reason why I never quit blogging and also another way of motivating me to continue to do something which I could be good at. Last year, I wrote the 4th anniversary post which included these things to fulfill in 2017:

  • I have decided to spend at least some time to collate a list of films recommendations (including those I haven't shared or never gotten to) along with a short review, so that readers will be able to find a film to watch in one list (a post).
  • Besides watching latest releases, I decided to check out on classic films and at least write a review on them. There just certain films from another era which I haven't check them out and hence, it would a learning curve for me and so do you.
  • Since 2014, I have been wanting Devil In The Skull to become a community-type of blog. Users or readers like you can share your recommendation on films, music, food or anything you want to spill out here on this platform. How to do so? Just email crissie_tan@outlook.com and I will have a read on it. :)
I have fulfilled two of the three items in the list so far and I thought I shall share with you what happened over the past months. Earlier this year, I created an Instagram page for Devil In The Skull in response of my guilt of not spending much time with the blog. In this Instagram page, I tend to post short reviews for films and make recommendations in which I learnt that there are many film lovers on this community. I have linked the Instagram page to Facebook because I noticed that the Facebook page has been inactive and since Instagram allows posts to be reposted to Facebook, I took advantage of these platforms.

Having Facebook and Instagram accounts allowed growth for Devil In The Skull after five years, and these have contributed the success for the blog. Success is a key to understanding my readers. To learned their interest and what they would like to see, allows me to come up with content which can be catered to every audience. As of October 2017, the blog has at least 9,000 views, 23 likes on Facebook page and 66 followers on Instagram. The numbers may not be impressive, but still there is something worth celebrating.

In conclusion, Devil In The Skull is a blog which I built for many years and hopefully there will be more successes to come and every opportunity to continue expanding. While I am busy these few years, I hope I can be able to keep up with the blog and bring juicier content to keep you readers entertained. Devil In The Skull will continue to bring you good quality reviews and be a guide towards films which has been an aim which I worked towards. In a meantime, you can check out the Instagram and Facebook page for latest updates and cool recommendations!

Happy 5th Anniversary, Devil In The Skull!

Friday 29 September 2017

Movie Review: Kingsman: The Golden Circle

THIS REVIEW MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS.

Kingsman: The Secret Service was an enjoyable feast filled with entertaining violence and very English manners to top it off, making the film memorable and dosing audience with the words that a sequel should be made. Three years after the film was delivered, director Matthew Vaughn is back with the sequel titled Kingsman: The Golden Circle which had created some hypes back two years ago when it was announced a sequel was to be made and there would be an introduction to the American counterpart.

Kingsman: The Golden Circle has proven that the gentlemanly spies are up their game and together with the counterpart known as Statesman, the team will stop at nothing but to end Poppy’s reign of selling drugs which would leave the effects that the last villain, Valentine had on the people around the globe. However, while the film sequel delivered the same kind of thrilled violence delights, it somehow seemed to fall flat at some point.

The story was an echo and a shout out to the previous film, offering the familiar desserts which may seem like a repeated story being told for bedtime. The boasting of few sort after actors like Channing Tatum may seem to cheat several fans out there who may think they have load amounts of kick-ass, only to find themselves seeing them goofing around and playing such small roles. Julianne Moore as Poppy seem rather irrational and in my opinion, does seem to lose out to the previous villain’s aura. She wasn’t a strong villain for the Kingsman to knock out, though the way she somehow kidnapped Elton John was not a bad idea.

Putting aside the similar story and a weak villain, I was still impressed several things in the sequel which have always been my favourite from the previous film. Firstly, I am glad to see Harry Hart (played by Colin Firth) being alive and the scene which had him gone through several shocks before realising who he really was, is amazing. The work done by the visual effects team was indeed brilliant as shown in the scene where younger Harry Hart was being tested to shoot the dog. Secondly, the fight scenes at the beginning and the ending were my favourite, being that the chemistry between Harry and Eggsy (played by Taron Egerton) was the main dish I was waiting for; fighting side by side and showing what Kingsman is really and totally excellent at. Lastly, Elton John’s appearance was funnier than what I expected it to be.

In conclusion, Kingsman: The Golden Circle brought the audience some familiar actions that we have seen the previous film, however that does not stop the delightful violence and new wacky ways to be a spy. Although the Golden Circle seems to be a foolish and utterly silly organisation, nevertheless this sequel still proves that no matter what counterpart or resources, Kingsman is still at its tip top condition and yet better than ever.


Ratings: 7/10

Friday 22 September 2017

Movie Review: It (2017)

THIS REVIEW MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS.


With Summer setting a low record for films in the box office and now comes into the sweet, gentle Autumn in September, this version of It has proven to the audience that not everything can be so bad as it seems.

Starring several cast members including Bill SkarsgÃ¥rd who portrayed the antagonist being known as Pennywise the Clown, or what the children in the film called as ‘It’. The story began with a scene taken place in a rainy day of October 1988, where the audience were introduced to the two brothers in the house, doing what siblings usually do; the older brother, Bill helping his younger brother, George to fix up the boat for him to take out to play in the rain. Seemingly nostalgic as someone who grew up with an older sister, I was indeed in awe with the interaction and understood Bill’s regret which he holds throughout the story.

As the film progresses with lots of creeping-ly madhouse jump scare scenes and lots of fears brought to break down my vulnerability of watching such horror films, I was indeed engaged to the story which encourages people to not be afraid of your own fears. To me, ‘It’ represents the various incarnation of fear. Whether is it you are being afraid of heights, waters or clowns, there comes to a point where there must be an end to the nightmare you faced every night and day. ‘It’ is like a haunting ghost from your midnight endless dream, a recollection. It has every desire to obtained people of different ages and heightened fear, mostly attacking children because it knows that they are vulnerable and easier to gain their trust compared to authoritative figures.

I was amazed by how the visual effects were made in the film because that jump scare scenes were honestly terrifying. Even though I watched the film on iPad, I still find myself trying to breathe throughout the film. Call me a scaredy-cat if you want, but those scenes especially the one that happened in the garage got me some kind of almost exaggerated cardiac arrest (not literally). If I were those children, I would have freaked out too but I doubt I would be calm enough to find an escape route.

SkarsgÃ¥rd’s performance as Pennywise the Clown was rather entertaining in an odd way. His entrance into the film makes the character a mystery; puzzling, dazzling and yet a sociopath who did not care for anything but itself to continue surviving. SkarsgÃ¥rd literally owns every scene in the film with such perplexing twisted manner like a ringmaster in the circus, and not to mentioned this particular observation would be an insult to the film adaptation of Stephen King’s novel.

In conclusion, It manages to successfully capture the audience’s heart with such delicate and simple faithful storytelling along with the madhouse visual effects that could be terrifying and yet somehow beautifully horrifying. Topping with the outstanding performance of Pennywise the Clown and the cast’s togetherness from beginning to the end which leaves a potential gap to the next sequel, It is a film which I encourage you to give it a shot, sit with your loved ones and have a roller-coasty ride through the endless fears. Believe me, you might float too.


Ratings: 7/10

Saturday 16 September 2017

Movie Review: The Shining

In celebration of the release of IT based on the novel by Stephen King, I decided to do a review on The Shining. Released in 1980 and directed by Stanley Kubrick, The Shining was hailed as one of the finest masterpieces in horror genre and has since been referenced in pop culture, specially the well known quote by Jack Nicholson's Jack Torrance, who said "Here's Johnny!" as he cut through the door to complete his task to 'correct' his wife.

The Shining indeed shines with the help of compelling visuals comprised of visions and magnetising gruesomeness, and of course not to forget Nicholson's terrifying, full of surprise and million faces performance which could be applauded and hands down one of his finest performances he gave that makes him the shining star in the film. In fact, I was completely in the state of shocking horror when his character Jack tried to cornered the horrified Wendy, his wife, as he slowly descended into madness and told his intention. That scene got me a creep out of my sensitive skin as I hugged my soft toy, Foxy tightly.

Not to forget that the soundtrack of The Shining was pretty much ASMR to me (google it if you have no idea what this acronym means). It simply terrifies your bones and puts you in the state, the edge of feeling cornered, completely wondering whether is there anyone or someone just out to get you. The soundtrack helped to elevate the sense of horror which was shown throughout the film as the story progresses and slowly died down towards the end when everything was seemingly eerie, empty as it shows our dear Jack somehow somewhere which gives you an idea of what really is happening in the hotel the family was staying; how crazily the madness is as it elevates and ruin a once loving fulfilled family in the harsh winter.


In summary, The Shining is a great experience to enjoy especially when watching alone and honestly a film which will leave a huge impression on me. Nicholson's performance as Jack Torrance, a loving father who slowly descended into the ambition of madness, and inclusion of the skin-creeping chilly soundtrack combined - makes the story seemingly terrifying at its best and worth a watch especially in the night cause the experience seems real and the idea of such compelling madness makes you wonder; will you ever drive yourself to such idealistic ambition, devouring you for the sake of success and encouraging a nasty nature; a darker version of yourself?

Ratings: 6/10

Saturday 5 August 2017

Movie Review: Dunkirk

THE REVIEW MAY CONTAIN SOME SPOILERS.


Hello readers,
I am back with a review on Dunkirk which has been doing well on the box office and has no doubt considered one of the best films this year. Directed by Christopher Nolan and starring several new faces including Fionn Whitehead and other veteran ones including Kenneth Branagh, Tom Hardy, Cillian Murphy and Mark Rylance, Dunkirk is a film based on the actual evacuation that took place in 1940.

Unlike most stories which you may see in war dramas, Dunkirk delivers a realistic perspective of various people who happened to take part in the operation. To make the story engaging enough, the film was separated into three perspectives; The Mole, The Sea and The Air. With a little dialogue and several suspense surrounding the whole story, Dunkirk has succeeded in giving audience a brilliant glimpse into the whole operation as though we are part of the film.

Interestingly enough, Dunkirk plays with the three perspectives which give little segment here and there which make us understand the characters' emotions and the whole story, putting together a full picture of the whole operation. While the story may be simple, there are some things in the film that are worth a mention.

Firstly, as you may or may not notice this, the film plays with the crowd scenes which show less dialogues and more actions, making the whole tension raised and my heart feeling a little tight to find out what would happened. Secondly, the use of the soundtrack helped elevate the whole story and puts us in the mood whereby time is of the essence. I also could not help but to hear the time ticking in several scenes which make me on the edge of my seat, wanting to know the next move made by the enemy or the different characters. Lastly, the editing and direction of the film were well done. Dunkirk depended on these two factors since there are different perspectives being shown in the film especially up to the near end where almost everyone is gathered at the same spot.

With a beautiful cinematography, well balanced characters and engaging actions, Dunkirk is a film which opposed several films made in the war setting and despite its originality in the screenplay and having not much dialogues was still uptight and well crafted to the end. It may be confusing at first as I watched it, but nevertheless the film was engaging and unbelievable to the very end where the men are finally able to go home. After all, Dunkirk is a honest storytelling about these individuals who stand to the very end, awaiting for deliverance because home is what makes one feel safe and sound.

And home is where your heart is.

Ratings: 8/10

Thursday 6 July 2017

Movie Review: Spider-Man: Homecoming

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.


Hello readers,
I am back with a review on the Marvel's latest entry, Spider-Man: Homecoming. Starring Tom Holland as the friendly neighbourhood spidey, the film follows his character's life right after Civil War and how he tries to prove himself to be more than just a friendly neighbourhood Spider-Man when he faces a new threat.

The film began with a rather flashback scene where we are introduced to a group of construction workers who were at the site of where The Avengers last fought in the greatest invasion and there were remaining aliens which were needed to clear up. Just like any other ordinary citizens, the workers including Adrian (played by Michael Keaton) are people who have families to feed and their lovely job that pays them when a group with highest authority known as Damage Control took over their job. This leaves Adrian and the rest of the workers jobless, however Adrian himself saw potential in the salvages collected from the site and hence the beginning of the criminal act which would be the center of the story.

Similar to what Ant-Man has produced and shown on the big screen, Spider-Man: Homecoming is a film with good laugh and rather big heart for anyone who happened to sit in the cinema. As what I would have foreseen from last year's Captain America: Civil War, it was great to see Tom Holland's portrayal as Peter Parker/Spider-Man who goes to school and does what typical teenagers usually do. When I said good laugh, I mean it. His interactions, seriousness, the suit functions and even how he deals with normal life makes the film so enjoyable and it takes your worries away and replaced with lots of laughter from your mouth. I could tell you how much my belly tickles at times when things are supposedly serious and while there are lots of amazing funny moments in the film, there are some takeaways which I would like to applaud.

Firstly, I am glad that this film did not try hard to make itself dark and somber. Almost every films made by Marvel shares such misery and hence leaving us feeling rather empty when things do not go well such as what happened to the Avengers after the Civil War. Secondly, I would like to applaud Holland's portrayal in the film for bringing such energetic performance and great vibe in every scenes which makes the whole film relatable. Lastly, the action sequences in the film were intense regardless of whatever damage capacity. I was hooked onto my seat without flinging and the fighting and rescuing sequences were thrilling, making this film not only just enjoyable and spider-kicking but enlightened my heart.

In conclusion, Spider-Man: Homecoming isn't just a typical youth action film whereby a kid wants to prove himself worthy and takes on bad guys. This film let us see Peter Parker's growth from being someone who idolise the Avengers and wanted to kick more asses, to someone who has seen the outside very well and is aware of what consequences might happened as a hero. Life is not smooth flowing for a hero and there is always bound to have hiccups or challenges in the way. For Peter/Spider-Man himself, it is about realising that you are more capable than what the suit enhanced or does to you. I am glad that I got to watched the film on the opening day and if I were to recommend what to watched besides Wonder Woman, Spider-Man: Homecoming is just for you to have a great laugh with your loved ones or maybe a little hero in your childhood heart.

Ratings: 8/10

Saturday 3 June 2017

Movie Review: Wonder Woman

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.



Hello readers,
I am back with a review on the latest addition to DC Comics, Wonder Woman. Unlike other films on the DC universe and even for Marvel, Wonder Woman is both a magnificent and beautifully crafted action superhero film and hands down one of the best on DC universe films.

Acting as an origin for the Diana of Themyscira and follow up from Batman VS Superman: Dawn of Justice, Wonder Woman tells a story of the princess who was raised in an isolated island far away from mankind and how she ventured into the Man's World where it was filled with chaos brought upon by the then First World War. Interestingly, the film was shown in a flashback perspective which is rather refreshing and unlike any superhero films in our today's generation.

The moment when the film began, I was already hooked to the screen which welcomed the marvelous gleaming world of the Amazons and how the Wonder Woman was brought up. The fight scenes along with the familiar, energetic music were amazingly filmed and I totally enjoyed the whole film without having any thought of disappointment which generally happened in DC universe films. There is no inch of cringing-ness and any scenes which tried hard to be somber. Speaking of the music scoring, the beginning somehow reminded me of Macbeth for its silent tension and excitement.

Wonder Woman is one of those films which I could definitely relate, especially her relationship with Steve Trevor. Most critics have compared this tragedy to Marvel's Captain America since both women have lost the love of their life to a sacrificing act. Generally, the whole story managed to flow well and I enjoyed every bit of chemistry, the acting between Gal Gadot and Chris Pine who both played their respective roles (Gadot as Wonder Woman and Pine as Steve Trevor). Compared to the performances of both Henry Cavill and Amy Adams as Superman and Lois Lane in Man of Steel and Batman VS Superman: Dawn of Justice, Gadot and Pine's ones felt natural and real; to the point which I felt extremely lost and sad at the ending of the film. It was a great pain for one to lose someone and worst of all, not being able to have more time with the one you loved.

While Wonder Woman provides an entertaining visual effects, stunts and beautifully crafted story, it also reminded us about the mankind and the world. I do agree that mankind brought cruel to the world. We, as humans, are no saint and we bound to be corrupted once in awhile. However, we must be reminded that while hate still lives among us, love is one thing that could win anything above all. For this, Wonder Woman has managed to succeed in leaving a message to the audience which previous DC universe films failed to.

In conclusion, Wonder Woman is a big step for DC Comics to changed their luck around and hopefully we will see more films like this in future. Anyone who holds the expectations which would be similar to Suicide Squad or Batman VS Superman: Dawn of Justice will find this film to be at great ease on his or her mind. With Gadot being born for this role and the film being more entertaining, livelier from other DC universe films, Wonder Woman is one film that should not be missed and I can tell you that I never regret any moment of the film.

Ratings: 8/10

Sunday 21 May 2017

I don't want to be alone.


I have been meaning to post this entry for quite some time and I decided I shall do this before starting my preclass work for Wednesday's module.

I have been angry with myself and everything I made in the past. I wished there is a way for me to let go but I just could not. The people I know slowly faded into the background and I know deep down there is no way I can wiggle myself into their lives today or tomorrow. The show has already ended and I am expected to move on with life without any closure. This makes me feel extremely sad; to not be able to say something before having a civil distance.

I always thought that I was angry because of an incident which changed my life around. I was frustrated with myself for simply professing and not keeping it close to my chest. I couldn't let go of the pride I carried and I felt so betrayed to the point that I said mean things to the person whom I wanted as a friend. The person meant a lot to me, more than anyone understands... I blamed everything on him without knowing myself and learned from mistakes I make. He got fed up with what I kept throwing at him...

I learned that friendship is a two-way thing. One gives and the other receives. I gave and I did not received because of my foolishness and selfishness. I believe that God make this friendship rather an impossible thing because I seldom treasure things till they are gone. It was the last straw and I lost it without knowing. By the time I realised, the person may have moved on with something new which I am supposed to look forward to.

I believe the person may also hope that I would do the same, to moved on and go forward with new things to come. Meet new friends, join events and do something that would make me even happier. Last Friday, I came to realised that my chances of hoping to change anything had died a long ago. I saw those eyes and the words spoke which make my heart shattered to pieces. It was the saddest and loneliest feeling which I long never felt since November two years ago.

No one saw my eyes.

No one knows how I felt the moment the door of excitement opened.

People talked.

The closeness that everyone deserved to feel.

I wished that I had the same closeness and I don't think I ever will because I wasn't like the person. I wasn't a sacrificial person who is willing to do anything for his or her friends. I never had a kind personality but a snobby one. I never suffered the same as you do. Lastly, I wasn't deserving enough to have people coming to find me in a classroom just like you.

Maybe the problem with myself is not about letting go, but I wasn't ready dive into a new circle and forget the people I left behind.

I don't want to be alone.

I don't want to forget everything that happened.

I don't want to forgotten.

I don't want to be that someone in the past.

All these thoughts came to me yesterday before I fell asleep and I think it summarised what I felt after all these months. I don't want to alone in the big world whereby I have to fight for myself. I wanted to be protected. I don't want to be left behind. I don't want to die alone. I don't want to suffer alone.

I hope they won't forget me.

I hope they will strive well.

I hope to someday meet them down the line.

I hope that time passes and things get better...

Sunday 30 April 2017

I lied.

Hello readers,
It has been a month since I last updated Devil In The Skull. I was catching up on life including the start of Year 1 which was last week and meeting new people. While I do want to write some reviews including one for 13 Reasons Why, I believe it is time for me to confessed what happened over the past months especially if you happened to know me in person.

I have been feeling miserable since the start of this year. With the problems leaving unresolved for many years, they have since caught up with me and I knew deep down I must faced them. Not only have I been feeling miserable, I feel resentful about myself. I never once needed to questioned my character until in November last year. I started to have thoughts that people were scheming to see me suffer. People were scheming to see others bleed in the moment of happiness, and I knew I was starting to find myself out of place.

My usual worrying soon became a full blown paranoia. I started to suspect everyone and calculate every single move just like any chess player trying to win his opponent. I kept questioning kind actions done by people I know, how they were thinking, did I offended anyone or how can I survived in school. I was frightened by people's behaviour which I did not know whether was it a genuine or something else. I could not sleep peacefully without having to think what would happened the next day and my dreams were all over place. I could not tell whether was it a dream or just me trying to be all deja vu for a reason. November has never been a great month for me, even when I was in secondary school.

Over the first break in Semester Two last year, I spent days trying to piece all actions and events happened to find out reasons why people treated me in a particular way. I tried to make life better by telling myself that people are unpredictable and no one is perfect, but it failed. I failed to recall what happened over the months. I do not remember what happened before November, so piecing up memories was not a good idea. The whole December was a torture because there was no way I could get my mind off minor things. The only regret I had over the months was I should have never talked to anyone about my paranoia.

In January, I slowly got myself back together and was ready for a new change. My new change was a short lived when I confided in the wrong individual. I felt my head was spinning and I was on the verge to take a knife out of somewhere in school to stabbed this individual with no mercy. I could have tear myself apart and embrace insanity if I did not remind myself that there were more important things such as English Presentation CA in front of large audience and End of Semester examinations. Believe me, I really wanted to hurt people so badly. The month of January made me such a naive person to believe in promises and kind nature. I still could not get passed those things that happened, especially in February and March.

My paranoia in these two months slowly subsided and was replaced with anger. I regretted my decision made in January. I regretted taking the easy route instead of the high road because I have to live in pouring regrets and self hatred. If I were to rewind time, I would have let people believe that I was a liar and they should hate me, so that no one would know anything. I was so foolish to believe that telling the truth will make my life easier. I was angry that serpents get to walk out of the door and continued their schemes. I was angry that coldness was what I got after the truth was told. It was hard on me because I felt like I have lost something in my life that I wanted to keep, or I was a villain in a drama called life.

March was the continuation; the cycle of living in anger and sadness. I never really mourned over the loss of greater good. I never really solved my problems, even when I received solutions to let go. I could have done something else at the class chalet. I saw the bottles of liquor and people were having a good time. I had the strong urge to drink, but I already made a promise. I also wanted to sit by the pool and contemplate a plan, but I could not bear to. You thought it was thankful that I did not end up in such state, but this only made me even more mad. Who were you to care about my well being or anything? You should have continued treating me coldly because it was better if you did not talk to me and I was already used to it. I have more stories to tell but I shall leave them to next time.

Another reason for self hatred was on the day of PFP Completion Ceremony. I lost not only one but three opportunities that day. I felt excluded from the whole ceremony and the atmosphere. I saw those photos on the Facebook page, especially the one which had my classmates smiling and posing for the camera. I was disappointed that I did not featured in any photos just because I was "no where to be found" when I was always there. How was it hard to find me? It makes me feel that I was never a friend but a stranger who happened to know them. However, I told myself that I was not in any photos because I did not make myself available and people thought that I am just cold. I did not know where to really go and yet those people who claimed to feel fucking insecure still wanted to believe that no one cares when they are part of something. A night to remember became a night to self hatred.

It came to a point where I decided that the world I knew was never what I thought it was. I used to believe that you can like someone with all the kindness and goodness in him or her, but ultimately I learnt to never fall for such charm. I wanted to believe that people have intentions because they wanted to achieve something better for themselves; to strive harder and make their lives comfortable. However, it only makes me afraid of socialising. I am scared to lose people. I am scared to fail. I am scared that someday people would get fed up of me and walked away, and that fear came true. I promised to never confide anymore, even if I wished I could because it only makes me feel demoralised. I learnt that everything on the surface matters most when it comes to being interesting. I was never interesting enough to have friends. Some just walked away and some just discarded me and pretended that they never met me. I hated people who keep saying that they are awkward beings and yet they are part of something. If you are awkward, then what about myself?

People say there is light at the very end of the tunnel, but I disagreed. I believe in darkness two years ago after God failed me at the very end of the year. I was not deserving enough to have something which I always wanted. I was not deserving enough to be at least loved and felt equally the same. I felt ashamed of what I did on 12 and 21 January, and to be frankly honest with you, readers, I failed to moved beyond those dates. For many years, I have trouble letting go of my guilt towards people. I did many things that were either unkind or not compassionate. I am sorry for putting my class, E37C, in such dilemma whereby they did not know what I was thinking and for not being honest. I lied to cover my embarrassment to compensate my pride. While some people may think I am strong to go out alone, I can ensure you that I am not. I cared about what people think of me and words like alone, friend and weird triggered me. I cared because I wanted to avoid conflicts but they still happened. I am sorry to the ones who knew about my problems especially how I became paranoid and insult their pride. I knew I have already lost the ones whom I wanted to keep, but it is already too late for a city to forgive.

I have other stories to tell but for now, I shall stop my post here and get myself together. If you read this, I promised you that I will tell them in another time when I see you again.

Saturday 18 March 2017

TV Series Review: Iron Fist

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.


Hello readers,
With the final hero of The Defenders revealed yesterday, I will be sharing my thoughts on Marvel's Iron Fist. Unlike the usual reviews I have done for television series and the previous Marvel Netflix Universe series, I will be writing out some views and contradictions for this series.

Starring Finn Jones as Danny Rand/Iron Fist, this season focused on Rand who has returned to New York after many years, following by his presumed death along with his parents after a horrifying plane crash. Rand, a survivor, spent his years in training at Kao-Lun where he was trained along with other disciples to protect the monastery from The Hand (who seemingly roam around in New York and are seen as a powerful organisation that one should not messed with). Following Rand's journey in New York, he is then tested whereby he needed to prove himself to people that he was the rightful heir to Rand Enterprises and also to conquer his destiny to be the Iron Fist.

With the previous Marvel Netflix Universe series having their own distinctive environment and styles, Iron Fist sadly stumbled on its first and second episodes. The stories for these first two episodes were incoherent at some point of time, otherwise the series would be superior like the previous Marvel Netflix Universe series. However, while the first two episodes were a bit of a mess, I slowly got used to it by the time I watched either episode three or four, so this series took awhile for me to adjust and like it. The opening sequence was a little dull and has a generic theme music, however I was impressed with the inclusion of Chinese calligraphy that is seen when the figures were showing off martial arts.

While some may view Jones' portrayal of Danny Rand is inconsistent, however I viewed his portrayal differently. To me, Rand is a guy who grew up in a seclusive kind environment. Discipline, courage, bravery and every philosophical values instilled were part of his growing up. Rand spent years training in a monastery and as an outsider, he would have been viewed differently. Hence, his life isn't as smooth-going like his other disciples. Even when Rand returned to New York, again he is an outsider. He was not welcomed home as what he would have expected and was treated as lunatic, especially when his two childhood friends refuse to recognised him. Rand never chose to fight and even if he did, he had no other options. With The Hand controlling Rand Enterprises, he would do anything to protect his interests and loved ones. Rand has a little resemblance to Matt Murdock/Daredevil in that sense as I continued analysising. Nevertheless, Rand has a childish streak in him and may still be innocent when it comes to certain aspects.

Unlike most villains in the previous Marvel Netflix Universe such as Daredevil and Luke Cage, Iron Fist's main antagonists aren't really that bad. They may come off as ambitious; a common trait for a successful business person, especially when one does not want to be pulled down, however these people were reluctant to conduct activities. As mentioned above, The Hand is the ultimate challenger, the organisation coming in a black and white perspective. As far as I am concerned, this series covers a lot about this organisation/cult and I will give credit to that since this is the only time where we really have an eye-opener to The Hand's systematic approach. Any viewer should not skip this series regardless of the criticism because The Hand would be crucial to the upcoming Defenders. The guest star appearances nevertheless did not let viewers down as they would be able to see the return of several reprised roles such as Claire Temple (Rosario Dawson) and Jeri Hogarth (Carrie-Anne Moss).

In my opinion, Iron Fist took me awhile to adjust to the storyline which started off on a wrong track. The fighting sequences were sublime, compared to the ones seen in Daredevil (Check out Episode Four!). With the violence, kicking ass martial arts and more cold and unpredictable appearances of The Hand, Iron Fist is a series that should not be given a skip regardless of the criticism especially it is relevant to the upcoming The Defenders. The series may not be well-liked, but there is a room for improvement and hopefully Iron Fist would review and learned from its mistakes. With determination and persistence, I believe that the series would appeal to most viewers in future.

Ratings: 6/10

Sunday 12 March 2017

Guide 101 + Experiences on Polytechnic Foundation Programme


Hello readers,
I will be writing a post on something which I have been through and also what I am very familiar with. The post today will be about the Polytechnic Foundation Programme (PFP), which is a programme opened to those eligible Normal (Academic) students who attained less than or equal to 11 points. There are few posts that talked about PFP and most of them are dated at least three to four years ago, hence I shall talk about my own experience.


Before I talk about my pfp experience in Republic Polytechnic, I shall run through what is PFP all about and why does it matter for N(A) students.

What is Polytechnic Foundation Programme (PFP)?

Polytechnic Foundation Programme (PFP) is a one year programme that offers a practice-oriented curriculum taught by polytechnic lecturers, to prepare polytechnic bound N(A) students for entry into their relevant polytechnic chosen courses. This also provides an alternative route for N(A) students who do not wish to pursue Secondary Five route where they are to study for GCE 'O' Levels and have the intention of entering a polytechnic.

How does PFP work?

Students are given provisional places in diploma programmes subject to them passing all modules in the one year PFP. The modules depend on different polytechnics and hence they will undergo various curriculum provided for them. There are five polytechnics offering PFP and they are Singapore Polytechnic, Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Temasek Polytechnic, Nanyang Polytechnic and Republic Polytechnic. That is literally the five polytechnics in Singapore which I mentioned.

It is said there are about 1,200 places reserved for students of the Sec 4N(A) cohort in the preceding year and more than 80% of Polytechnic courses available for the interested students.

Who are eligible for PFP?

As mentioned, students of the Sec 4N(A) cohort in the preceding year. As long as you are not in Express, Normal (Technical) or Secondary Five cohorts, you are allowed to apply. To be eligible to apply for PFP, the student must obtain the following:

ELMAB3 (English, Mathematics, Best 3 Subjects) raw aggregate score of 11 points or better (excluding CCA bonus points) at the GCE 'N' Levels.
To further meet the requirements, there are two subject-specific requirements: Group 1 and 2. Each group will list down different diploma courses and all are subjected to availability. For more information on specific diploma course, one should consult the polytechnic website(s) or here.

For Courses under Group 1, a student should meet the minimum requirements below, whereby the minimum required grades are 3:

English Syllabus A

Mathematics Syllabus A/Additional Mathematics

One of the following relevant subjects:
- Design and Technology
- Food and Nutrition
- Science (Chemistry, Biology)
- Science (Physics, Biology)
- Science (Physics, Chemistry)

Any two other subjects excluding CCA


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For Courses under Group 2, a student should meet the minimum requirements, whereby the minimum required grades are 3, except English Syllabus A which he/she requires a 2:

English Syllabus A

Mathematics Syllabus A/Additional Mathematics

One of the following relevant subjects:
- Art
- Literature in English
- History
- Combined Humanities
- Geography
- Principles of Accounts

Any two other subjects excluding CCA

Does CCA bonus points take into consideration?

Yes, it does. These bonus points will be used in computing the ELMAB3 net aggregate score for course posting within the PFP, hence it is important to do well in CCA.

Will I be guaranteed a spot in PFP?

No, not really. Students placed on the PFP may or may not be posted to the course of his/her choice, subject to competition based on merit and the availability of places. Hence, a student must make their decision wisely. I have seen people from my own cohort who made poor decision and therefore either they could not enter PFP or given a course which they reluctantly accepted out of face value.

Can 4N(A) students who taken GCE 'O' Levels in few subjects apply?

Yes, PFP is also available to Secondary 4 Normal (Academic) students who have sat for GCE ‘O’-Level subjects. They are allowed to combine their ‘N’- and ‘O’ Level examination results to compute their eligibility. If a student takes the same subject at both ‘N’ and ‘O’ Levels, only the better grade will be computed into his or her aggregate.

The following GCE 'O' Level Grade conversion matrix is adopted during the computation of aggregates:

'O' Level Grade → Aggregate Point for PFP

A1 - B3  → 1

B4 - C6  → 2

D7          → 3

'O'-Level grades (i.e. E8 and E9) not listed above cannot be used to determine PFP eligibility.

How does the application process work?

Students who are interested in PFP should progress to Secondary Five on the first day of school of another year after receiving their GCE 'N' Level results. Eligible students will then receive a copy of Form P through their schools which indicates that they are invited to apply for their Polytechnic Diploma courses of their choice under PFP.

At the same time as the Joint Admission Exercise (JAE) take place, the applications for PFP will also be opened. The students will only know the admission result by the end of January. Once they have accepted the offer, they are allowed to withdraw from Secondary Five. Students are also allowed to appeal. If the appeal result failed, he/she is allowed to accept initial offer. Otherwise, student can reject and continue with Secondary Five.

In my own experience, I did not choose to return back to secondary school and instead I went on to DPP whereby I was supposed to undergo two years in ITE College West for a Higher Nitec course and then further on to polytechnic. I only withdrew from ITE College West a week after DPP commenced and accepted my PFP offer. I did appeal for the course I wanted, but it failed and hence I accepted the original offer.



I hope the process of PFP application is understandable. I tried to make the whole steps easier, or bite size for readers who may not be well aware of how the application work or the process undergo really work. There has been some misconceptions about the Polytechnic Foundation Programme, especially since this programme was introduced few years back. With that, I will be answering misconceptions here and if the questions listed is not what you really wanted, do leave a comment in the post and I will try to get back to you.

Should I proceed to PFP or GCE 'O' Levels?

In my opinion, a student should go for PFP if you are definitely sure that you do not want to go junior colleges. Otherwise, you will have to take GCE 'O' Levels. This is one of the factors that I have considered when I weighed my choices between PFP or GCE 'O' Levels. Since I attained 11 points, met the minimum requirements and have been invited to apply for PFP, why would I want to waste this opportunity? To be invited to apply for PFP is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

I have few friends who went through GCE 'O' Levels in Secondary Five and they have told me that it is no easy task especially when the curriculum set for both 'N' and 'O' Levels is a huge difference. There are several topics in subjects taken which are taught only when students prepared for GCE 'O' Levels. To actually rushed through the content and make students ready before October/November, I am sure this increased stress unless you have already prepared before entering Secondary Five.

Most importantly, I have seen people coming from Secondary Five who have their eyes set for prestigious polytechnics. By the end of the day, their results attained led them to huge disappointment because the courses they wanted to enter was simply too low for them to enter. By entering PFP, it allows students to enter the course they want based on merit and vacancy. It is usually easier to enter the desired courses for PFP because the batch is smaller compared to entering through JAE.

Nevertheless, both PFP and GCE 'O' Levels have its own pros and cons. It really depends on your preferences, factors, decisions, etc.

What do PFP covered?

The curriculum set depends on the polytechnic which you entered and almost all information can be found through respective polytechnic websites. Since I am a Republic Polytechnic (RP) student, I will talk about my school. For RP, there are total of eight modules taken to complete PFP curriculum. They are English Language & Communication, Foundational MathematicsProject Management, Design Thinking, Social & Emotional Learning, Computing, Physical Education and Applied Science (for Science & Technology track students) / Understanding Customers & Businesses (for non-Science & Technology track students).

For myself, I am a Science & Technology track student. Throughout the PFP year, like any other students in Year 1-3, we were exposed to the learning culture of RP whereby there will be class presentations each week, assignments, problem statements and projects which played crucial role in attaining good grades for modules. Students are exposed to different learning skills such as public speaking, basic python language programming, organisational skill and even sports skills.

We are also exposed to learning and experiential activities such as orientation camps, inter-class competitions and going to old folk homes.

Are all modules important? For example, can I skip physical education since it has no relevant to my course?

All modules are important. Students are to passed them, regardless of interest or not. I heard stories from my physical education teacher, such as a student from her previous class failed PFP because he/she dislike physical education.

Since the students are able to enrolled into polytechnic earlier than other peers, does that mean they are in Year 1?

As previously mentioned, PFP is a one year programme that offers a practice-oriented curriculum taught by polytechnic lecturers, to prepare polytechnic bound N(A) students for entry into their relevant polytechnic chosen courses. To simply put, students are not in Year 1 when first enrolled. Instead of being called Year 1 students, they are simply known as Year 0 (it is an unofficial saying) because they are not yet officially a student of the polytechnic until they finished PFP curriculum in February.

Is it compulsory to join a CCA in PFP?

It is strongly encouraged, especially if you want to expose yourself to the life in polytechnic. I am in Table Tennis which I go once a week. Through Table Tennis, I was exposed to sport which is a drastic change from performing arts (I was in Chinese Orchestra back in secondary school) and I learned skills that are needed for table tennis (eye coordination, reflexes, footwork, etc.). I even made few friends from different faculties.

If a student is not keen to join a CCA in PFP, it is totally fine as well. However, it is good to join one when he/she reaches Year 1.

Is PFP hard?

Compared to GCE 'O' Levels, a benefit would be that students will not need to freak out in October/November for national examinations. However, datelines are what drive us to excel. As previously mentioned, there will always be presentations, assignments and projects when you enter PFP. It would sound freaky if you are told that coming to RP means there are presentations everyday. However, if you continuously do these tasks over the period of time, you will find that they are just minuet work.

Humans are able to adapt to the environment around them, so to say PFP is hard is probably an invalid statement/saying. It all comes down to being organised and determination.

Are the lecturers nice?

Of course, they are friendly and down-to-earth. Once you know them, you will find them likable and wish they were your lecturers throughout your whole polytechnic life.

What is the typical timetable for PFP students?

Lesson typically starts at eight in the morning, unless you have physical education module first which starts half an hour later. Depend on which days, lessons either end at 3.30pm, 4.30pm or 12.30pm (the earliest dismissal). There are two breaks in between lessons; half an hour break before second lesson and an hour lunch break before third lesson.

On a certain day, students are required to stay till 4.30pm. For example, visiting old folk home during Social & Emotional Learning module (which most people tend to get medical certificate on that particular day). However, it really depends on your timetable because different classes take turns. One would go on odd week while the other go on even week.


Saturday 18 February 2017

Movie Review: Manchester By The Sea

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.


Hello readers,
I am back with another review on Manchester By The Sea, which I finally got the time to watched it after so long due to school work and presentations. Manchester By The Sea starred Casey Affleck in his wide acclaimed performance as Lee Chandler who had to deal with raising the nephew, Patrick (portrayed by Lucas Hedges) after his father passed away. As the story unfolds, the audience get to learned more about Lee's life including how and what makes his character seemed aloof and how the bond strengthened day by day between his character and Patrick as they lived under the same roof and deal with life.

Unlike most films I have seen on the topic of mundane life and appreciation, Manchester By The Sea is told in a heartfelt and honest storytelling. How honest the film was that it revolves around this man who felt that he could not live up to the responsibility of taking care of someone younger, out of fear and guilt from the past. I thought Casey Affleck's performance as Lee Chandler was great as the journey unfold, we seen bits and parts of his character which you feel that you could simply sympathied. This could be seen when Lee was in the police station where he recalled what had happened on the night his children were engulfed in the fire. You could see his guilt, shame and sadness in that one meeting-like room with the detectives paying full attention, and after that Lee took the gun and wanted to kill himself due to the driven guilt and fault. Imaging your children died in the house fire that you could have avoided and your spouse blaming you for everything which led to the breakdown of marriage, it is understandable why Lee chose to live a life which does not required him to hold on to something; that sense of responsibility and decision-making.

Similarly, Michelle Williams' short screen time performance as Lee's ex-wife was great. However, due to the fact that her character, Randi, did not appear for at least half an hour throughout the film, I felt her Oscar nomination for Best Supporting Actress is not worthwhile. If I were to be heavily convinced, then I would pick the scene where her character asked Lee whether could they have lunch together someday and her breakdown of feeling awful for him; all the blamings and mistakes she made when their marriage fell apart. For Hedges' performance as Patrick, I thought he and Affleck were enjoyable to watch as their characters lived under the same roof and slowly get to know one another. While the initial getting along was difficult, by the end of the day, Patrick and Lee at least gotten themselves very acquainted to the extent they have fishing together just like how they would in the past. All in all, the special bond between Patrick and Lee is what made Manchester By The Sea rather interesting; honest, forthright and lighthearted despite the sad flashbacks.

While Manchester By The Sea provides beautiful captured locations of the town with a combination of magical filming (very aesthetically pleasing) and cinematography, the film's emotional capability did suffer because of the soundtrack used. There is something disturbing about the music composed. It actually distracted me from trying to understand the degree of emotions experienced by the characters and their environment. The music lacked an element which does not allow audience like myself to pick up the right emotions felt and hence, blocking the supposed emotional capability which films like The Danish Girl and The Imitation Game have succeeded in. The conclusion of the film was also anti-climax, however I would give it a benefit of doubt because the film draws from life. It is neither dramatic nor supposed to end with some kind of bombastic ending.

To sum up the review, Manchester By The Sea is a good and heartfelt film with excellent clear cut directing and simple storyline revolving around the main character who has to come in terms with what is happening around him. While some people are able to moved on from the past, there are some who felt they could not live up to people's expectations. Lee was expected to take care of his nephew based on his brother's will, hopefully as a way to get him out of the life cycle he lived in after his children died in the fire and the breakdown of his marriage. He did what he could to take care of Patrick, however the past got the best of him and he felt he was not capable of being a guardian. Sometimes the past is too painful for a person to let go, especially when it involves your loved ones and certain situations could have been avoided. After all, we are humans and we make mistakes that either could be forgiven or hard to forget.

To live with the guilt, it is already painful enough and to ask someone to simply faced their own fear from the past, that is something which is easier said than done, and we can all relate to that.

Ratings: 7/10

Sunday 29 January 2017

TV Series Review: Riverdale

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.


Hello readers,
I am back with the first television series review of 2017 and before I start, I would like to wished the Chinese readers a Happy Lunar New Year! May this year be an awesome period and blessed with joys all year round. The television series review I will be doing is for this latest series based on Archie Comics, Riverdale.

Riverdale starred unfamiliar faces including Archie Andrews played by K.J. Apa who is hailed from New Zealand. Despite several changes including Judgehead's usual crown becoming a beanie (played by Cole Spouse) and the physical appearance of Archie differs from the actual comics, Riverdale nevertheless blends the mystery, the tenseness and unraveling secrets between characters and the surroundings. The story follows the town of the same name where on the Fourth of July, Jason Blossom went missing and hence, the sudden disappearance became a talk of the town and the start of the whole drama which will go on throughout the series.

As a person who has flipped through several Archie Comics in my early days, I was rather excited about Riverdale as it was mentioned on the radio channel I usually listened to before school. I remembered especially Archie's friendships with Betty and Veronica because they were crucial in the comics. Here in Riverdale, the pilot episode offered us a wonderful glimpse of the three coming together and you could just feel the tenseness in the relationships, the craving and desire were steady increasing. As the episode continued, we learnt of why Archie seemed indecisive in his own choices, leaving his father giving a thoughtful advise which he mentioned every decision that is made will have its own consequence (great advise). Archie's relationship with Judgehead could be seen when they were at the diner and given the context, it is likely Archie did something which Judgehead hoped he would not make the same mistake with Betty: going the long way round.

With the dramas coming in and the characters' intentions and secrets are slowly revealing time after time, Riverdale had a good start with introduction of the main characters and the retelling of the mystery circumstances around the golden boy, Jason including the ending. This pilot episode was straightforward and that is a good point of the series, not time consuming and definitely cut to the chase. If you haven't watched Riverdale, you should give this series a watch which will leave you praying for the next episode to come faster.

Ratings: 7/10

Sunday 22 January 2017

Movie Review: La La Land

THERE ARE SOME SPOILERS IN THE REVIEW.



Hello readers,
I am finally back with the first film review of 2017 and I shall start off with this critically acclaimed musical, La La Land.

La La Land is an original light musical directed by Damien Chazelle. Not only did Chazelle directed this beautiful musical, but also wrote the whole screenplay which he had hold on to for many years due to his creative vision. La La Land starred Stone and Gosling as Mia and Sebastian, both aspiring actress and jazz pianist who found each other and shared the common idealistic together. As the film progresses, the audience grows together with the couple as the drama unfolds, the fools who dream and unfortunately not everything ends well.

La La Land started off with a bang on the opening where you see a group of ordinary people coming out of their vehicles and burst into their bright energy as they sang Another Day of Sun. This is typically showing the people, fools who believed in chasing their dreams and it is quite a common sighting especially when one chooses to come to a place to pursue their passion. As the film progresses, there was a canny tribute to musicals we loved in the past and a nod to films like The Artist and West Side Story, whereby the sense of nostalgia, love in the air and on point comedic interaction.

As the story unfolds, I was left bitter and disappointed that the story went with the ending of showing both Mia and Sebastian never ended up together to see each other being successful and do so many bright things in future. It was sad to see two individuals who shared the same dream separated because their paths don't matched at the end of the day. Their ambitions led them to drift apart. Hence, La La Land is a film which tugged on audience's heartstrings and leave you feeling empty where your hopes are cast down, especially the epilogue - I could not help myself but to cry and weep for both characters. That segment was the most beautiful yet sad thing I ever seen on a musical film.

With brilliant directing, acting performances by Stone and Gosling, and great soundtrack, La La Land is a promising musical film with many to offer and is a definite strong contender for its screenplay and acting at the upcoming Oscars. I would recommend this film to anyone of any ages because this film itself offers such a dynamic piece of visionary, for anyone can be the fool to dream and hopefully you will someday find a path which will lead to the place you want to be. While La La Land did left me weeping for days, this film has to be one of the best I have watched since The Artist and so many more films.

Ratings: 9/10

P.S. The soundtrack is a definite must to hear because it is catchy and yet at the same time, it takes you on a magical journey with both Mia and Sebastian. Even by its own (should you not watched the film), the soundtrack is still pleasantly good for the ears.

Tuesday 10 January 2017

Guilt

Hello readers,
I didn't want to start the first post of 2017 on such mood but it has been bugging me and you, as my reader, deserved to know what happened over the past few months.

I was in a depression state which started two months ago. I felt tied down by certain matters that did not allow me to have control over. I started to feel anxious, worried and even overthink about small trivial matters. Over the past weeks, from depression state led to become an angry state. I began to be frustrated with the things around me and questioning what is happening to the people around me and myself.

Sometimes, I do wished that I was holding a gun and pulling a trigger at something, for violence leaves a delight to my bones. However, as time goes by, I knew deep down I wasn't making myself happy and for that I get into a confusion. Anybody who knows me will know that I am making a fool out of myself and therefore, I become someone I am not even familiar with.

This week, I let a friend down and I know deep down I can never retract what I said or wrote. While I thought I was doing a right thing, I forgotten the fact that not everyone believe in the truth. I was questioned and all I could do was to tell white lies. I sat in the dark, cold classroom, only to think that I was paying for my sins I committed. I am not asking for any pity, all I want is to say what I wanted to say.

I even looked at myself in the mirror and questioned about my actions. The more I looked into my eyes, the more I wanted to stab myself. I couldn't believe a person like myself has changed and I was no longer the person I used to be. I wish I could find some help...